Monday, July 16, 2012
Im numb, yet the pain won't stop, I try to breath, but the breaths don't come, I try to listen for your voice, but all I hear is a hum... The tears come, but I can't make a sound. I want to scream, I want to yell, but no strength is found. I want to go back, back to that time. when we would laugh, at Dad's crazy door chime. I want to talk to you, I want to call you late at night, I want to tell you my problems and get your advice... why are you gone? why arn't you here? I woke this morning, to learn of my fear.... Dad was waiting on you, I see him in his dress blues. to hug you and kiss you before we even heard the news... My heart is shattered, I will never be the same, I dont understand, I want to scream your name. This is not right, this is oh so wrong, you were taken too soon, this day has been so long. One more time, One more day, One more hour, one more moment That is all I ask, For me to have that one more... to tell you that I love you this pain is horrible it wont stop. Come to my dreams, let me know you are in a better place, let me know that one exists..... for days like this...I sometimes wonder.... I love you Patti Jay...... I love you sister, forever, for always, to the moon and back.
